lost-in-a-current

I've neglected DA for a very long time. Mostly because I haven't been drawing. But with my boyfreind leaving Aug 15 for boot camp, I'll have a lot of time on my hands. I know I'm quite lame on, well, every website. But I have a hard time coming up with inspiration, so if anyone wants a commission, feel free to ask. Free. Exploit me. Soooooo...... I've recently become addicted to Tumblr, and only have 30 followers, so if you wanna be tumblr buddies I'd love you forever my user is SarcasmBunny. Random thought: Wow, my quote says Jubilant in July, which means I haven't been on in a fucking year! Holy god! ANYWAYS! Yes, feel free to

The world is stupid. And everyone in it. Well, I think so. Don't comment this journal. I put it up here to hide my other one.

My family isn't a family. Dinners are quiet, no one speaks for fear of being yelled at. I do everything wrong. I'm a bad girl. I deserve to be punished. Every day I take my own beatings, along with theirs. I don't feel like eating, i don't feel like doing anything. I just want to sleep, it is an escape, the only one. Right now I hear them yelling, I hate confrontation. I hate to hear them yelling, because it is my fault. I made them angry. I do everything wrong, I cause the family to fight. Its me. Daddy those pills don't fucking work. At dinner I sit quite, while they yell and scold me. I sit there taking the blows, while I pour pound