| But everyone you look up to Is really as fucked up as you. |


Dandelion Seeds.When I was younger, I saw the world with innocent eyes, and to me, it was a world filled with rivers and forests, where nothing bad could ever happen. Every one had a mother to tuck them in, and to set the dinner table. Instead of bombs floating within the sky, I saw dandelion seeds. Rather than thinking the dead were buried and forever lost, I saw it as a disappearing act.Dandelion Seeds.
I had a mother and a father who loved me; they kissed my fingers and toes. They protected me, I believed that they could do anything. They were magical, so I had said. Everything was wonderful.
Then
| I am the story of narcissism. Other than that, I'm not really sure. I know how I work, yet I have no classification. I've done everything wrong by putting myself on auto pilot. I've killed my friendships. Murdered my family. I am hated. I need to change. I'm trying. I'm not sure how. I've destroyed the real me. I'm not sure who I am at all. I am just a pretty face, if you could call it that even. I am just another girl to all of you. Sometimes I want to stay that way. My mind is withering away, with nothing to show for it. I am what you'd call a "hopeless case" If you are reading this, do not make an effort to get to know me. My snake charm is the only thing that works with strangers. I hurt others and blame them. I will back you into a corner and hate you for it. I am stupid. I seek approval in any way I can, though I know I'll never find it. - Sigh - I'm not worth the hurt. |
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All the nerves of the patients bathe in shock and shame,
cuz I'm the t r i g g e r that'll start this game.
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Visit My Gallery: [link]
"If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic."
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Last.fm [link]
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Give me silence in a screaming crowd.
Award me courage when all is feared.
My pride melts like candlesticks burning buildings.
Bang out sounds of syllables like a paper fan on fire.
(Don't Steal! This is mine!)
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/Sandra.
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~Chasing Blue Sky~
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